A. DiLem ☼

Sad life when you have to go through this shit…

First time is the worst, you get mad depress, but if you’re a young cat then that’s cool I guess, you’ll grow up from that. It’s a life experience about the real world, which can get pretty cold sometimes. You cry for a couple of months and you move on. You’ll find better next time, don’t worry mate.

But then, what happen with people who spent 10 years or had kids together ? They’re gonna cry or whatever and take some time to move on… just to try to restart it all over again with someone new, who probably got fucked the same way you got, and raise their kids, that will show you no love and no respect because you’re not their real dad. I don’t know, but to me it looks like it’s kinda too late to do better now, your life is pretty ruined mate, you gotta be filled with unforgettable mistakes and haunted by regrets.

What’s wrong with people nowadays ? Life is short, so hold on and do your fuckin job until the end, your lover and children need you. Familly comes first, it’s all you got.

I don’t wanna live always expecting the worst so I could be prepared in case it happen. That’s bullshit. I want to deeply love and trust someone from the bottom of my heart, I wanna be able to close my eyes and chill the fuck out…

(via rawsoulworld)